Wednesday, April 7, 2010
the worse thing about summer is---
(**my apology to teachers and others who were somehow hurt by the above statement..)
green mountains..
calm beaches..
beautiful smiles..
bonding with family and friends..
long undisturbed rest..
peaceful life..
all these i will not be able to have and appreciate because this summer, i am going to be confined at school..
taking up summer class subjects..
argg.. grrr.. rrrr.. !!!
oh well, i don't have much choices anyway..
just this morning, i finally got my grades for the 2nd semester..
it's generally ok.. :)
my major subjects are quite good! (two thumbs up for me..)
i got low (lower, lowest) mark at Logic.. :( sad face for that..
three subjects are left blank.. don't know why..
i was supposed to enrol myself BUT the instructor said i should talk to the dean first..
reasons? oh well, i DON'T know.. :(
somehow i feel it's issues about my health..
same old problem..
:(
i don't know but i will not be able to get past this sad phase of my life if people will insist on reminding it to me..
i don't know but i just CAN'T feel the love and support from some people whom i thought really cared for me..
maybe this is how life is..
getting hurt.. standing up.. stumbling.. fighting.. living..
anyway, thank you to some of my school buddies who made my second semester better despite all the predicaments it bear..
mam vix & mam kat- for the genuine concern..
for the gurls and boys, the English elites - for everything! :)
all my love and gratitude to all of you.. :)
for the other instructors who check on me always..
the list goes on.. but oh well.. some people are real.. some are not.. :))
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Sometimes, things happen.
Thursday, October 8, 2009
magtagalog tayo.. :)
nalulungkot ako..
si aziel, nahahapis..
si mj, nabubugho..
madilim ang mundo namin..
puno ng pagdurusa, hinagpis at hinanakit..
ang mga tao ay walang pakiramdam..
bagkus, mapanakit pa ng damdamin..
tulad ng ulan sa silid-aklatan..
humahampas ang hangin sa aming mga malasutlang balat..
walang kalaban-laban kaming tinatangay..
lalo si aziel..
isang ihip na lamang, bibitiw na..
natanaw nya bigla ang isang mag-asawa..
ang relasyong nakasalalay sa kanya..
tutulutan nya ba ang isang mapait na paghihiwalay?
wala siyang nagawa kundi umayon..
nababanaag ko ang pait sa kanyang mga kilos..
pati ang alat ng luha..
napakamot ng ulo..
napailing..
at biglang tumawa..
ang mundo ay mapagbiro..
king minsa'y mapanukso..
nakakainit ng dugo..
sing-init ng nag-aalab na damdamin ng magkasintahan sa aming kanan..
dumaan ang trak ni cesar..
pinawi ang uhaw ni alpha..
may dumaang tricycle,
pinasaya si aziel..
sana may dumaang tao,
para sumaya naman si mj..
tahimik ang magkasintahan..
nababanaag ang kaligayahan..
tulad ng langit..
ahh.. ikapitong langit..
napaehem si mj..
nandiri..
kadiri..
inamoy ni aziel ang sarili,
napag-alamang sya'y mabango..
tulad ng hardin sa eden..
humahalimuyak..
saya ng basura sa kanan..
at biglang nainis si aziel kay bb.d,
madaming may ganung pangalan sa mundo..
pero isa lang ang kinaiinisan nya..
ang nakaraan ng kanyang iniirog..
ahh.. tumila na ang ulan..
hindi pa nawawala ang bagabag sa aming mga puso..
nakakainis isipin ngunit kailangang tanggapin..
salawahang puso..
maraming gawain..
naglalakad kami patungo sa coe..
sa destinasyon ni ana..
at ng kwentong pantasya..
may inaantok..
dalang-dala sa kwento ni eduardo..
natatawa tuloy so michael..
tinititigan si mj..
tanging siya lamang ang nakakaalam ng nararamdaman nya..
paano kung umayon ang tadhana?
pero kumplikado ang sitwasyon..
magulo, mapagbiro, mapanlinlang..
ngayon kailangang magpakasaya..
natapos na ang kwento ni eduardo..
kasunod na si sarah..
ang prinsesa ng tula..
kasiyahan..
nasisiyahan..
mas nasisiyahan..
sino ang pinakanasisiyahan?
sa likod ng kalungkutan ay mayroon palang kaligayahan..
sa kinang ng mata..
sa sigla ng isip..
sa ikabuturan ng damdamin..
sa pinaniniwalaan ng isipan..
sa idinidikta ng puso..
Monday, October 5, 2009
The dream and the dreamers
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
I'm not breaking...
I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"
Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking
But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb
The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going
And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on
'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!
Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa
**i'm not really miley's fan.. (unlike most girls i know..) but i must admit, i love this song.. ^-^
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
chocolate pool.. *-*
pag nilapitan mo, isang disaster!
yesterday, it flooded in olongapo city..
my school's sportsfest was again cancelled..
(yeah.. again, 'cause monday was declared a special non-working holiday)
most students were furious..
imagine yourself wearing your college's sportsfest T-Shirt..
stranded in a corner..
with the rain falling heavily..
i was sad because hey, i paid 50pesosesesss for that special tricycle ride..
anyway, after long hours of frowns and sighs, i found out that I'm still lucky..
most houses in the city swam in floodwater..
later in the evening, TV stations reported that around 200 families were brought to OCNHS, the city's main evacuation center..
*sigh...
here in my place,
since i am lucky to live in green fields near mountains.. ^-^
we are all safe and well..
except for the water overflowing san isidro bridge..
lightweight vehicles cannot pass through it..
so we have to take the other route to go in and out of the neighborhood..
sad.. yet lucky still...
hmmm.. i hope, things will get better today..
we are to blame..
yeah..
we, careless people..
we, inconsiderate men who neglected--
and are continuously neglecting the planet where we live in..
look at how Mother Earth fights back..
Friday, September 4, 2009
'missing you all..
the people to whom I'm exchanging text messages with..
the ones to whom I have little conversations..
to whom I share petty and even serious secrets..
with whom laughing is always a wonderful thing to do..
though with them, feeling sad is but OK 'cause they do everything to ease away all the pain..
to the people who occupy a very special part in my heart..
to whom I shared a part of my life..
my playmates..
my textmates..
my confidants..
my dearly loved Pergamos team..
my friends..
my brothers and sisters..
^-^
with you all,
the world is a better place.. ^-^
yeah, better.. best..